Sunday, May 29, 2011

Drafted 3.

I'll write about this in detail later, but for now, here's my leap of faith. Here goes nothing. To those that deserve it;

thanks.


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Friday, May 20, 2011

What Happens Next?

As I'm sitting in a parking lot with my window down, feeling sorry for myself and calling my ex, a thought crossed my mind;

Vic, it really doesn't get any more pathetic than this.

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In the midst of this bomb that God decided to suddenly drop on me, I find it difficult to resist the urge to fingerpoint and ask;

Why me?
Why now?


Maybe it's the fear of uncertainty staring at me, or the bitterness of losing the future I envisioned for myself and my family, but this challenge to my faith is something I'm not sure I can overcome. There have been countless times that I've spoken to God and gotten no response back, so if there's ever a time where I need some clarity and some answers, now would be it.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Music Therapy.

Sometimes, there are those songs that just take you back in time to that one moment that you probably won't ever forget. And I guess today, I allowed myself to revisit the past that I've been so diligently chaining away.

For me, this one brings me back to the beaches of Hainan, watching the waves crash the shore, tracing the beautiful horizon where the ocean blends into the sky and just remembering what it was like to be in love.

In hindsight, it's a bit bitter, but kind of sweet.

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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Inspiration.

Whenever I'm short on inspiration, this person never fails to remind me of what it means to strive to be great, and how to do it on no one's terms but your own.

Get 'em, DRose.
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Monday, May 9, 2011

Memories They Soon Delete.

Life has been passing at a good pace for me lately, and although I may still take the occasional step backwards, I don't particularly mind as long as I know I'm moving in the right direction. Maybe that's the peace that I've been searching for.

It's been up and down, but a lot of things have been happening all at once. I'm starting to find that God has a good sense of humour. And He's reliable too. We always spend a lot of prayers on begging God for what we want, but we focus too much on the immediate. I figure God's pretty busy, but eventually He gets around to everyone.

The way I see it is; if you ask, He will provide. What you do with what you're given then is on you.

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And then God said,

"Jump."