Real Talk (15).

No matter what; I just wasn't happy.

Real Talk (14).

I haven't blogged a lot lately, and to be honest, I don't really have much to say. Life doesn't slow down for anyone; time just keeps moving forward with no regard for those trying to play catch-up. That's just the hand we're dealt, and as I grow older I find more stability in the peaks and valleys of my Christian walk. I continue to challenge myself by asking a simple question every time something occurs;

..so what?

Think about that.

East To West.

Some songs make you reminisce, others keep you moving forward.

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The chains of yesterday surround me, and;
Time and time again Your truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in.

The Good In Goodbye.

It's never easy to say goodbye, and I've always been scared of finality. But as I sit here alone on my porch surrounded by God's music, I feel bittersweet, yet completely at peace with the past, with the present, and with what the future holds. I wish nothing but the best for you, and you deserve nothing short of that. Thank you for being a part of my life, and I'll see you when I see you. In the meantime, I know you'll be doing great things.

We were picture perfect but we tore it all apart; but if we pick up all the pieces we could still be a collage.

The Road Back.

I can't really explain why, but I ended up back on my old xanga page from high school and found this entry;

Sunday, February 05, 2006

i've been going to church for over 3 years now. today, i realized that even though i dont know where my heart is; it is not with zion anymore.

That was five and a half years ago, and finally, I made it back for good. Thank you for guiding me; you know who you are. Looking back now, it was worth every step.