As I'm sitting in a parking lot with my window down, feeling sorry for myself and calling my ex, a thought crossed my mind;
Vic, it really doesn't get any more pathetic than this.
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In the midst of this bomb that God decided to suddenly drop on me, I find it difficult to resist the urge to fingerpoint and ask;
Vic, it really doesn't get any more pathetic than this.
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In the midst of this bomb that God decided to suddenly drop on me, I find it difficult to resist the urge to fingerpoint and ask;
Why me?
Why now?
Maybe it's the fear of uncertainty staring at me, or the bitterness of losing the future I envisioned for myself and my family, but this challenge to my faith is something I'm not sure I can overcome. There have been countless times that I've spoken to God and gotten no response back, so if there's ever a time where I need some clarity and some answers, now would be it.
Why now?
Maybe it's the fear of uncertainty staring at me, or the bitterness of losing the future I envisioned for myself and my family, but this challenge to my faith is something I'm not sure I can overcome. There have been countless times that I've spoken to God and gotten no response back, so if there's ever a time where I need some clarity and some answers, now would be it.
my dearest son, I'm very very very sorry for your situation...,however, life is moving on. Don't worry, let's do it together, you'll be fine.
ReplyDeletemy dearest son,please remember I'll always hold on your hands walk forward if you let me.
my dearest son,please look forward, you have a long way to go. Don't be scared,as long as you do what you have to do, everything will be fine.
My boy, take care, be happy.love you, mom.
In times you feel like the recovery may be impossible, be mindful in the idea that grieving shows promises of healing - it's in that that we break through. And sometimes it is in our most difficult circumstances that we see the hand of God most clearly.
ReplyDeleteps. your mama is really sweet.