I guess the problem has always been that I've tried to distinguish the right decisions as the ones that leave everyone satisfied. There's this innate part of me that wants so badly to answer to everyone and their expectations of and from me.
And maybe that's why I can never seem to get it right; I'm always falling short in this chase for something that doesn't exactly exist. In the end, although I have the best intentions, my actions don't sit well with anyone. It's really no excuse, but I think I need to start prioritizing whose happiness means more to me and realize that I probably don't have the capacity to please everyone like I thought I did. She said this is getting old, but can I really blame her?
I know, if I were her, I wouldn't believe me either.
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